Caustic or Costic???

Like my new word?

Caustic is what this medicine is doing to my lip.

Costic is when I saw the price I paid vs the retail price.

I will never understand why pharmaceutical companies can't make small tubes of medication as opposed to larger ones that end up being thrown away. I mean geez, I have a 2mm spot on my lip that I use a Q-tip to put this medication on for 2 weeks tops. And the smallest they make is 30gram tubes. Do they expect us to use it all over or what?

Well, this is the second day and my lip looks pinkish and severely chapped. I am having withdrawal symptoms from Chapstick.  You can't use it while using this medication. I can us Vaseline -but my tubes are so lonely there on the shelf and Vaseline doesn't last as long either.

I've had an additional situation and not sure if it's separate or aggravated by this medicine.

My heart has been racing like the wind since yesterday. Got it calmed down yesterday evening only to have it start again this morning. I'm sure all will calm down eventually.
I got alot of sleep last night and feel much better.

So, to take my walks I need a bandaid on the area (feat of the impossible) and a hat. I tried a hat yesterday and for the life of me couldn't figure out how it will protect my lip with the Florida sun. No matter how I situated the hat it just did not shadow my face. It was a big straw hat -totally me- with rhinestone dolphins and jewels all over the brim.. My beach day hat. I opted for my baseball cap and walked with my head down.. I'm sure the neighbors thought I was insane or something.

Today we have to wait for it to cool off. Little DB would never make it in this 90 degree heat. I usually carry him most of the way at night-but he does much better if we wait.

We'll see how this crusty lip looks in the morning!

Insulin results

Sorry no post yesterday, Hubby surprised me with a trip to the beach. Motor home, boys and me all on the road for a day.The beach at Nokomis was beautiful. A sunny 87 degrees and a beautiful Gulf breeze.
My blood sugar has been doing great in my experiment. The first day it was kinda wonky ( a  new word of mine) but still in range. As of yesterday it started to level off and stay where I wanted it :80-90 range.
   Now I actually feel hungry as the insulin starts lowering the blood sugar. My weight has started to decrease as well... YAY!! I'm able to eat the type of foods I like and keep my blood sugar in range.   I'm a healthy eater, love fish, chicken, veggies and fruit so this also helps keep everything ok. 
   We went out last Friday night for fish and Larry wanted to share a platter. I should  have known better. It was a fried platter and I even commented that it had too much batter and not enough seafood. This should have been my first clue. Three hours later my blood sugar reading at bedtime was a whopping 175!  This did not sit well with me. I decided there and then that I would take back control.

      Along with the diet, I've incorporated more exercise. I now walk more in the morning as well as the evening. Our days are less humid and we're now getting the Gulf trade winds so walking is enjoyable instead of a chore. My lil guy DB loves it too. He's a big concern with the heart problem, so he's getting his heart walks too. This along with writing down my calories/fat content at each meal and a final tally for the day help me understand just where I need to tighten the belt so to speak.

  I still have the pain in my left side, hopeful it's fractured ribs and not something more serious and today my right ankle is extremely painful.  I've said many times I live with some sort of pain each day, now I guess it'll be a few pains each day. Still walked, still did laundry and cooking. If I'm going to be in pain, I intend to have a darn good reason for it.

Everything eventually comes flooding back

I've been remiss in posting mainly because my little dog DB has started with a terrible cough.

We tried the old remedy recommended by the veterinarian to no avail. To no avail right... Have you ever tried to give a dog Robitussin??? I hate the stuff so I can only imagine how this poor little 10 lb. dog feels. I even went the gamet of getting childrens flavored!

So after a week of the cough calming down, he got worse. Me being the worrier I am, after all this is one of my boys. I took him back to the vet.

With all our exercise, walking and looking slim the vet found a significant heart murmur.......

Not only a heart murmur, fluid was backing up into his lungs causing the cough. When I heard this a flood of teenage memories flooded my consciousness all at once

Then the vet handed me 2 packs of meds. One was a heart pill and the other was Lasix. OMG! I looked at the dosage of 12.5 mg and said : "Wow, I only took 25mgs at the most at my worst times and he's only 10 lbs.." I was then told DB was in crisis mode and we had to prevent the fluid from leaving his lungs and going into his heart.

Another flood... a major one... My sweet, little, holy terror was suffering from some of the complications I had endured for many years!

I then and there made a promise to God. I will spoil my little one even more, I will be protective, I will also give equal time to my other 2, and I will NOT lose my little Dibs.

Our walks are much slower now. This is difficult for me as thanks to Prednisone I run on Hyper mode constantly. We used to walk at around 2.5-3 mph. Now we meander and sniff every blade of grass and let the other brothers chase squirrels and lizards, and when he starts lagging behind and breathing heavy, he lets me know it's time for a ride in my arms.

Carrying him can be a major feat in itself while trying to control 2 other holy terrors!

A fellow crafter makes slings to carry babies with. She will be my next email. He will receive his very own custom designed carry all sling for walks.

Since the vet says this will only get worse, he deserves the best.

Memories like these hit us at the most unbelieveable times. We accept them, because they made us the survivors we are today. We learn from them, and they help us to help others facing the same crisis in their lives. I just never thought I would be helping my dog.

What are some of your memories???