Remember I mentioned previously how refreshing a good nights sleep is? You wake up in the morning , stretch, and happily breathe in the start of a new day.
I've had one week without that dastardly cough waking me repeatedly during the night. The cough suppressants by the bed have been happily ignored! One week in almost 2 years ! Two pillows sit on the floor at night, when they used to join 2 friends under my head, forcing me to sleep upright, if I wanted to sleep at all.
Glancing at the clock and realizing you seriously slept is a beautiful thing.
Well, the pillows have gotten lonely and had clandestine meeting s with those cough drops. They will soon be back in their rightful places. My cough returned with a vengeance this morning! 5AM I bolted straight up in bed (vertigo hit too) coughing to the point of choking. Like an excited friend returning from the vacation of a lifetime, it has not stopped speaking since .
This does give me serious thought. Were those IV antibiotics worth the cost ? Was it worth me taking a nose dive into that Black Hole known as the coverage gap? My checkbook loudly shouts NO! But my throat, chest and mind are nodding a vigorous Oh Hell Yeah!
7 days of blissful sleep is well.......heavenly.
I knew 22 years ago this could happen, but would you trade that many years of life on a maybe? Me neither. Being chronically ill means your health is front and center a full-time job. We can take breaks & mini vacations, but will always return to our job.
Yawning, I lean back in my recliner and hope to get a 20 minute power nap - game on me vs cough.
Hopefully this blog will be the culmination of all my years attempting to write a book about surviving an organ transplant. I've survived 3 organ transplants & have a pacemaker. Life is GOOD! I am truly BLESSED! Years ago I titled my book "At the end of my rope" for 2 reasons. 1.Physically: Being tethered to oxygen for 20+ years. Hence, the rope. 2. Psychologically: There are times when I literally feel At the end of my rope.
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Saturday, April 20, 2013
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