Finally Free !

I am finally back to a normal heart rhythm ! It only took 2 CardioVersions and 2 hospital stays, but hey whatever works right?

The last 6 months have been the worst, to say the least.
September was the start of the A-Fib and multiple testing for a Watchman, only to be told I was a perfect candidate, but the Board chose not to give me one. I was referred to Mt. Sinai in New York, but the Electrophysiologist office neglected to send the records.  I discovered this in January. Unbelievably I am still waiting to hear from them. I chose to contact Shands Cardiovascular since they are only 4 hours away in Gainesville, FL. They visited me while I was hospitalized in February and did another TEE as well as a CardioVersion. I had a wonderfully normal heart rate for all of one night. The pharmacy didn't send up the meds to help it stay that way, and you guessed it I coughed the next morning... Back in A-Fib.

Another admission was scheduled for March. I was put on Sotalol for 5 doses with an EKG 2 hours after each one. Yes even at 2AM  ... grrr.. This was to make certain there were no prolonged QT waves in my heart, which could eventually be fatal. I then got another Cardioversion and have been normal (well for me) ever since.

In all this time, I lost My Boy Ozzi. Two days before my birthday. My 26 year lung transplant anniversary breezed by in a cloud along with my birthday. I'm still not ready to write about how much I miss my fella. He was my heart, my soul, and my inspiration to keep going. We were a team.
As the days went by, I recognized the need for a reason to wake up every day. Larry was away working and this house was too empty.

A friend knew I was looking - slowly- for a furry, wet nosed companion and recommended us to someone she knew. Nelson flew (literally) into our lives. I will admit 16 years out of the puppy stage, and this fella has been a joy to behold. He is into everything, explores the world via his nose and mouth ! The first commands he learned were "drop it" & "leave it".

He isn't Ozzi. Nothing will ever take his place in my heart. Nelson is pushing hard though. He's loving, tenacious, and stubborn all at the same time.

He's earned the nicknames wiggle butt, waddle butt, & low rider. He is a Skye Terrier and I honestly never thought to own another. They are difficult to come by. Owning a Skye Terrier was on my Bucket List, though I did have an Oath with Ozzi, & he promised me he'd live forever.

Now, to the latest dilemma, health wise. All these shocks to my heart plus a dermatologist visit triggered a case of Shingles. Oh yay !  Well, it also triggered what is known as Grovers Disease. Never heard of it ? You don't want to. It makes Shingles feel like a picnic in the park. Little bumps all over your torso front & back that will drive you mad with itching. I tried 2 Benadryl, Hydrocortisone cream, SSD cream & finally resorted to soaking it all with alcohol and then applying baby powder.
The Dermatologist called in a big tub of cream to help out with it all. She did offer something to help me sleep. I declined.. after all what's better than getting up every 20-30 minutes wanting to rip your skin off by scratching? It seems to be helping, but from what I read this could last up to 12 months. Seriously ?!?  It's caused by Stress, Sweat, Sun & Heat.. Great for us Southerners. 

Honestly, if this lasts 12 months- the stress of wanting it gone will guarantee it stays for another 12.

At least I no longer feel intense pain when a soft T-shirt rubs my stomach.. 

Have a great day !! Oh ! and don't stress too much- we might end up Grovers buddies  😎😎

Dilemmas and Bucket Loads

       Many of us feel overwhelmed in our daily lives at one point or another. I am no different. I've been facing a small dilemma of whether to blog about  issues I'm facing or keep quiet.  On one hand, if I blog I hope it does not change the mind of someone who is awaiting that precious Gift Of Life- an organ transplant. However. on the other hand it just may strike a chord  in someone facing a similar issue and help them feel they are not alone.

      I've been a little absent not only here but also on my FaceBook fan page, mainly due to the fact that my energy level for quite some time has seemed non-existent.  Of course, I did have to treat the lower left corner of my lip for pre- skin cancer, which in itself was no fun. A person never truly realizes how much actually touches your lips until it burns at the point of contact.. Oh and brushing your  teeth- well that was a major feat of gymnastics!. I'm an avid brusher, so I decided to bite the bullet and deal with the pain until I could get the toothpaste washed off.

  On a good note, I am still off Insulin.. YAY!!! My blood sugars are in range and I've even had a few lows. My HgbA1c  was 5.3 at my last visit so the endocrinologist is ecstatic. Why I stressed over telling him I was off insulin amazes me.

 I have however been having alot of pain. At first this was attributed to muscle and joint pain-but we now suspect that my Thyroid may have something to do with it also. I felt extremely stylish with an ace bandage wrapped around my ankle for 4 days! They found my thyroid to be enlarged and with cysts all over it via a sonogram. After the official reading we'll make a game plan. Adding to that, me the person who greets each day with a devilish grin and "hits the ground running" has lost her "get up and go" . Oh,I still greet each day with a devilish grin, but the energy level seems to be on vacation. This is completely not my style, so I am conducting an extensive search to find which tropical island my energy fairy has gone to. No more Pina coladas on the beach- honey time to come home!

    And this week has brought on a new development.  Remember how good it feels to stretch when you wake up?  Oh..me to...  Since Monday each morning I stretch it triggers my a-fib rapid heart rate.. No fun and it totally ruins that wonderful stretchy feeling.. I'm now taking extra meds for this-lucky me.. Just more to add to those little boxes to remind myself. I promised my cardiologist I'd call him if these "episodes" became more frequent than say.. 1-2 times a month. Think this falls into that category? I've had ablation for one form now I guess my heart is lonely and making itself known..

     I also know that these transplants won't last forever-but- this is not that time- trust me.  ( evil grin)