Showing posts with label CF. Show all posts
Showing posts with label CF. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Updates and Decisions

well.. the picc line was taken out and a Port now rests (cattywompus) on the right side of my chest.  I have to get it flushed monthly. Our great Medicare system does not cover it, so my cost is $90 .
In anger I researched this and found the needle sells to these companies for $5.60  each.. Makes ya sick doesn't it?

Then  with the hemorrhage in  my left eye getting worse, I needed a shot to try and save my vision. When the Retina Specialist told me my co-pay for the shot was $493 I broke down.. Ya mean I have to pay almost $500 for someone to stick a needle in my eye ???  I opted for the experimental version at $36 since I was looking at a possible shot every 6 weeks.. Oh yeah and I was in that wonderful Black Hole they call the coverage gap.. Already hitting $500-600 a month on my med copays there.

I looked like a creature straight from a Halloween Horror Show, but it worked. My vision is still a little blurred but doable with my glasses.  Whew!

In December Shands Hospital showed my the latest x-ray of my lungs. The right side is one grey area- but you can still see a lung on the left. I was told I would have this horrid cough for the remainder of my life - a side effect of Bronchiolitis Obliterans and scar tissue.   Plus that grey right lung is gathering mucus and Pseudomonas, similar to a person with CF..

I now have a recumbent exercise bike (from the best hubby in the world) and am trying to regain my strength and endurance. I still try the treadmill- but the feet hurt so bad for the next few days it almost makes it not worth it.

I have lost my will and determination with this past year of illness. I want to reclaim it. I know without it, I am doomed. First will have to be my energy.  I remember days where I would spend 2-3 hours on a treadmill so I could stay on the list for a lung transplant. And that was while on oxygen!  I need to find that person again !
I need to reclaim me !